hi. its 2310 now. i cant get to sleep. i cant stop thinking. i dont wanna be in sch tomms. i dont wanna face ms lim. i dont wanna do 2.4 . no one understands. okayy. all of you are in sports class... of course 2.4 is nothing to you. but i really cannot do it. i tried. really. i have been trying to complete it these yrs..... I CANT. i wont be able to get an mc for my asthma prob... coz doc says tt its okay to run just tt you will have to stop when there's an attack. -.- and my injury. stoopid doc. said so much i forgot to get an mc. i dunno how i've got pass the past 3 yrs without an mc.... but they dint ask for it. i only know when ms oh was ard. she said tt TAF girls who are overweight by a certain % can choose not to run... how come i dont get to choose this yr? i always chose to try... and when i really cannot then i wont run... but this yr i really cant. and im even more heavier than sec 1? how to run? and i have not run for... this is the 5th yr. how to go 6 rds like tt. the most for me is morn jog. its my max. why dont someone try to understand. i know i have to produce an mc for MOE. but i haven been doing so for the past few yrs... how come i need to this yr? cant they use the same reason? -.- anyway. i'll ask my mom to call tts to see whetehr i can get an mc... coz tt day when i spent so much to see that doctor... he just said crap and i left in 5 mins. i forgot to ask for an mc. stoopid me. now i have to go prepare myself for tomms. how to tell ms lim, how to complete the run in 17mins.... by walking? if she asks me to... if i really run tomms. then maybe i wld go home after tt. coz i'll be dead? haha. okay. im not suppose to laugh now. i just need someone who understand to quan4 me. not ppl who tell me tt " 2.4 only mah. can one la... run then walk then sprint last rd lor. can finish one la. i also can finish mah... you can one la" wtf. we are different okay. i dunno why they put me in sports class. they've got good throwers in sui kel and lion. bu4 que1 wo3. i shld have joined NPCC... then maybe wldnt injure myself... wld have trained up some stamina. .... ive got nothing else to say. good nite.